RE: April 22
erik: "compensate for what emotion?...pain?...do you think that pain is something that only you feel?...and if my sincere words cannot compensate for pain that i assume i caused...then what can?..."
u know what, ERIK.. i'm sorry u misinterpreted my post.. but i'm not goin to apologize for it because it was not directed to u.. if u only knew that the post did not concern my feelings for u, then u would know to whom i was addressing it to.. if u must know, i've just had a fight w/ a childhood friend.. through the years, i have kept close watch of her, tryin to keep her off drugs, alcohol, & gang affiliation.. but i've lost the battle.. all i can do is bid her "farewell", say a prayer, and let her do her own thing.. she said "i'm sorry"; but she's said it a million times before & now i'm fed up with her lies..
to answer ur questions: 1) yes, pain.. pain is what i felt that day (both from u and her).. it was painful to find out that the person u're interested in is not interested in u.. however, it is doubly painful to find out u lost ur friend to vices.. 2)and no! i'm not the ONLY one who feels pain.. 3)ur sincere words were consoling & i did appreciate them
i'm just extremely DISAPPOINTED that u, out of all people, jumped into conclusion way too quickly.. do me a favor? next time, try to get the facts straight first.. i was really hurt.. and i'm sorry if i hurt u & caused unnecessary pain.. i hope u know that i try as much as possible to be "unconfusing" to u, but i guess i can't.. i'm saddened that it ended up like this.. i truly valued what we had & wished we could be friends, but i don't know how that's possible now..
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RE: April 22
erik: "compensate for what emotion?...pain?...do you think that pain is something that only you feel?...and if my sincere words cannot compensate for pain that i assume i caused...then what can?..."
u know what, ERIK.. i'm sorry u misinterpreted my post.. but i'm not goin to apologize for it because it was not directed to u.. if u only knew that the post did not concern my feelings for u, then u would know to whom i was addressing it to.. if u must know, i've just had a fight w/ a childhood friend.. through the years, i have kept close watch of her, tryin to keep her off drugs, alcohol, & gang affiliation.. but i've lost the battle.. all i can do is bid her "farewell", say a prayer, and let her do her own thing.. she said "i'm sorry"; but she's said it a million times before & now i'm fed up with her lies..
to answer ur questions: 1) yes, pain.. pain is what i felt that day (both from u and her).. it was painful to find out that the person u're interested in is not interested in u.. however, it is doubly painful to find out u lost ur friend to vices.. 2)and no! i'm not the ONLY one who feels pain.. 3)ur sincere words were consoling & i did appreciate them
i'm just extremely DISAPPOINTED that u, out of all people, jumped into conclusion way too quickly.. do me a favor? next time, try to get the facts straight first.. i was really hurt.. and i'm sorry if i hurt u & caused unnecessary pain.. i hope u know that i try as much as possible to be "unconfusing" to u, but i guess i can't.. i'm saddened that it ended up like this.. i truly valued what we had & wished we could be friends, but i don't know how that's possible now..